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June 12th 1812 Private When I saw you last my Dearest Brother, I felt it would but ill accord with the Gratitude my Heart is [[unclear]] with for your Affection and Kindness to me if I permitted myself to intrude my cause upon you at a time when your Mind was harrassed with such weighty distress. I therefore would not press to [[underline]] see you before [[/underline]] we went to Frogmore, but now that I trust things bear a better aspect, or are more likely to be less distracting to you, I venture to send you the letter I had wished to have read to you myself - but I feel that the longer I delay the making my Sentiments known to you, the more completely Miserable I grow - particularly as I [[underline]] I do not [[/underline]] nor can I name the Subject on which I have written to any one but [[underline]] yourself [[/underline]] I want [[underline]] no Document[[/underline]] with respect to [[underline]] your Kindness to me [[/underline]] when I first spoke to you in 1808, but it is necessary for [[underline]] my peace of Mind [[/underline]] that if [[underline]] you [[/underline]] should grant me [[underline]] my Hearts wish [[/underline]] you may have the inclosed to [[underline]] shew [[/underline]] and [[underline]] read [[/underline]] to the Queen, that [[underline]] your Words [[/underline]] and [[underline]] my own [[/underline]] may not be perverted by an Accommodating Memory, which I am sorry to say Her's is - I would not send this
